one missed call

Last sunday night while I was watching Basic Instinct II w/ my friends my phone suddenly rang in the middle of the movie. I checked to see who’s calling & to my utter annoyance I found out it was my ex. I’ve already deleted his no. but I got it memorized hehehe I’ve been trying to un-memorize it but I can’t. I’m thankful for my sharp memory but there are just times that I wish I have a selective memory. Anyways, back to the missed call, I decided to do—nothing! I can’t deny though that it triggered a lot of questions in my mind and awakened barely buried feelings in my heart (EW!). What does he want? Why call? Is he happy? Does he miss me? Did he have regrets? Does he want me back? And gazillion other questions nagging at me. But luckily a still sane part of me intervened…“Reality check Flo! Do you remember what an asshole he was!? “ YUP! So, I’ll stand firm with my resolution of ignoring him. But how can you tell someone who’s dumb, stupid and dense e.g. my ex that you’re purposely ignoring him? Tsk..tsk..tsk…what a predicament!