Blog Sucking Nosferatu

I’ve been dreading to blog about this…but it seems that my fingers had a mind of their own. Before I got the sense to stop them they’ve already started tapping the keypads and the computer screen started to fill up with words and before I knew I the post button was clicked. A blog about blogging (Analia, hope you haven’t copyrighted this too ). An ultimate sign that blogging has taken over your life… a blogger’s nightmare or fantasy?

I started this blog to vent out some pent up emotions inside me. Instead of focusing all my energies towards plotting the early demise of my ex, I blogged. At first I didn’t give a shit about what others might say (I still don’t!) but my friends said they liked the crap that I’m serving them. I got encouraged and as Anomaly(the one who sired me in Dotph) told me, that I’ve turned into a blog sucking nosferatu. The term reminiscent of our Anne Rice addiction. I blog almost everyday. I blog about anything that or don’t make sense to me. I even blog about other people’s blog. I spend more time blogging than working. I’m physically present at work but my mind and spirit is flying around the blogosphere. I haven’t receive any complaints from my boss yet about the quality of my work meaning
a.) I got her duped
b.) My job doesn’t require a brain(a tailor made job for me )
or God Forbid!
C.) she’s reading my blog and she’s just waiting for the right opportunity to axe me.
The homepage of i.ph has become a permanent fixture on my computer screen that some might mistake it for my wallpaper. I wait for the recently updated blogs and hopped around from blog to blog . I’m actually enjoying it. I leave comments here and there. It seems that blogging is not only an outlet but it has now opened a new world for me. A world within a world. It seemed that all people from different walks of life have blogs from lawyers to artists to bands to organizations to couples and etc. It’s like a microcosm of the real world. Maybe because it is a live journal of real people!? Duh Floraine! A place where people mend their broken hearts & dreams. A world where guys shows off their soft sides. Yup I’m actually amazed that guys who are senti and hopeless romantics still exist. Gals & guys alike still believe in soul mates. I guess the anonymity gives them courage to show their real selves and share their innermost thoughts. A place to meet new friends and to find new love. Yup you heard me right,L-O-V-E. I stumbled upon these 2 blogs where a romance was developed in between comments & tags (Really!).
Even if I’m away from my PC, I still think about blogging. I can’t quench this overwhelming desire to feed. I thirst & crave for it. Every insight I have, book I read, movie I saw, music I heard, I mentally size them up to check if it’s worth blogging. I even rummaged through my old journals to recycle some thoughts that I wanna share with the world.
    Blog to live or live to blog? That now seems to be my mind boggling/blogging question.
Child beware of that embrace … you might be caught unawares and might just wake up one day and feel that Blog lust.