My soul is grieving

I was awakened at dawn sometime last week by the tears flowing from my eyes.

My dream was about…I’ll spare you the details. It’s really boring and it’s too complicated to recount.

I’ve always believe in the power of dreams. For me it gives us an insight to our inner selves.

Anyways, I looked my dream up at dream moods to find what it was all about and found out that…

To wake up crying, suggest the grieving of your soul and that you need to change your ways.

So why is my soul grieving?

Maybe because…

• Chris Daughtry got voted out in American Idol.

It was down to top 4 and due to some reasons I can’t seem to fathom, Chris got voted out. I actually cried when I watched the show. I know it’s silly to be affected like that but I watched him since day one and have sort of followed his career. In my opinion he really deserves to win. He’s been a consistent performer. He never seemed to have a bad moment. The judges esp. Simon Cowell was really impressed by him. He was my instant favorite coz he was a rocker. But when he performed songs from other genres like “What a wonderful world” & “Have you ever really loved a woman” and nailed it, I realized he was a well rounded artist. I got hooked on him. What I really liked about him is that he refuses to compromise. I could go on and on about Chris but I just remembered I posted about Chris a while back(here). I am in danger of repeating myself so I better stop right here.

• Am unhappy with my current job.

I know how my friends would react…Oh no not again Flo!?

My first job was with some Semicon company at Laguna Technopark. I was happy with my work but my boss was a total moron. Thank God we were able to kick her out. I stayed for about 3 years and resigned coz I thirst for a more meaningful existence. I wanted to have a life apart from work. I got tired of the malls, clubbing & the take out foods. I just wanted to have a stable job where I can apply my IE skills here in Davao. I got what I wanted. I got hired by some Banana co. to do some project studies like Time and Motion and etc. However due to some twist of fate our group was dissolved and I got assigned to Internal Audit last Jan. There were a lot of things happening in my life then that I wasn’t really able to dwell much on my new assignment. I just mechanically went through the motion of our daily routines. I was awakened from my stupor however when I received an email form my boss urging me to take some Accounting Units at my own expense. I told her I was planning to take up MBA this June. She said that I need to have some basics first. Duh!? I was so tempted to ask her, “Ma’am, why on earth did you requested for an IE if you have no idea what Industrial Engineering is?” I’m not claiming to be an expert in the finance aspect but we do have more than just basics on Accounting. That’s what set us apart from other engineering practices in the first place. It was really presumptuous of her. I’ll talk to her after I’ve finished my Power Point presentation on “An Idiots guide to IE” Mmmmm no wonder I haven’t done anything else except serve coffee ever since I started in this department

• I’ve been chaste (Uga!) since March 3

I haven’t heard from my FF. I’ve resisted the urge to contact him despite how much I miss our sack sessions. Shouldn’t my soul rejoice this fact?

• I’m just having my PMS.