Intruder Alert

May 23, 2006

I hate you.

I just do. Like a thief in the night you’ve sneaked into my life. You’ve lurked in shadows but you’ve decided to show yourself up. Effortlessly you got through my defenses with your slow dance of seduction. A smile. A word. A glance. I’m yours. There’s something about you that makes me wanna spill my heart and soul until I’m empty. Maybe I was just lonely or you just asked the right questions. Whatever it was all I know is you’ve gotten under my skin. You’re in me…with me. Everywhere I go I think of you. I sleep with you on my mind and wake up with anticipation of meeting you again. I keep on wondering what you’re up too. I wanted to unveil the shroud of mystery surrounding you. When you’re not around I begin to miss you. I ache for you. I long for you. I feel empty without you. I’m getting used to you dammit! I wanna be filled with you. Body and soul till we’re merged into one. It’s too late to go back now. Too late to shove you away.Too late to lead you to the gate and permanently shut you out of my life. I’m tired of psychoanalyzing myself. But I know I hate you. I hate you for ruffling my life’s gentle stream.

For bringing me out of my safe little world into yours. A world of uncertainty. I hate you coz I don’t hate this intrusion. Not at all.

Welcome stranger.