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i’m bored
May 30, 2006I’m bored. I’m sick of being bored. I’m bored of being sick of being bored. I’m bored and I’m sick. Period. I wanna do something drastic just to perk things up. I wanna shave my hair. Get a tattoo. Have my nose pierced. Fall in love. Break my heart. Talk dirty. Touch myself. Get laid. Quit my job. Hit someone. Smash something. Anything but this. This monotony. This sameness. It’s slowly killing the life of me. Everyday seems the same. I wake up every morning hoping something different will happen but nothing ever does. It’s still dull and gray. Seconds that turns into minutes. Minutes turning into hours. Hours turning into day. Days into weeks. Weeks into months. Months into years. Years into a lifetime. I’m afraid that before I knew it, my life’s over. That nothing important ever happened. Where’s all the action? The drama of my so-called life. No role to play now. I’m not hurting, crying my heart out or deliriously blissful. I’m not sad but I’m not happy either. I’m just somewhere in the middle. I’m at peace but my spirit is restless. Beneath this calm surface is a raging storm and I can’t hold it any much longer. God I need some distraction or some kind of release!
The last time I felt like this I got myself into some mess. I have this tendency to complicate my life. But I’d rather be in some mess, some dilemma than be in this. This semi-conscious, semi-dead …surreal kind of existence. I feel like I’m trapped in a small room and forced to listen to Cueshe’s she-male vocalist wailing for 8 hours straight. Nowhere to go and I can’t even cover my ears.
I’m just so fucking bored!aaaAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!
Previous Comments
Paolo plus all those corny text messages(kornina…sanchez!) 
where can we find happy people these days?coz the last time i saw one…i shot him at the head! rubs, i'm getting corny too…help!
hey, you're talking to the one who forwarded all those messages to you so you're barking on the wrong tree =)
Posted by ruby at May 30, 2006, 1:46 pmdid i just write "barking on the wrong tree"? sorry, i should have said "barking at…"…wala lang. i am also so bored that i feel like correcting my own grammar. try it. hahaha.
Posted by ruby at May 30, 2006, 1:51 pmi think you really mean barking for barking sake?:-D we're both hopeless!
Posted by floraine at May 30, 2006, 5:51 pm
that's what you get for texting paolo too much…boredom and despair do rub off on people you know…kinda like diseases…surround your life with happy people…get their secrets…then tell me…hahaha
Posted by ruby at May 30, 2006, 12:51 pm