torpedo

June 26, 2006

I was actually taking the dare about courting Marvin seriously. I asked the opinions of my male friends and I have their full support. Mga konsentidor! I’ve already prepared an outline of my plan. Read the Art of War again and again for tactics. Prepared a Gantt chart. I was ready for action when a saner part of me (.01%) bitch-slapped me and cried out “Are you out of your mind!? Haven’t you learned anything? Stop making a fool of yourself!” Of course I ignored it and went on with my planning. I tried to recall the techniques of my guy friends and my thoughts involuntarily drifted to those guys who actually courted me. Those poor souls. Those mental patients who deluded themselves into thinking that they actually feel something for me. What were they thinking? I’m still baffled until now. I’m not beautiful inside or out. Maybe somebody dared them too Anyways, as I thought of them, the word KARMA came to mind and it stuck there like glue. I believe in Karma, about reaping what you sow. And that changed my mind about going through with my plan. I know it’s better to have tried and failed than never to have tried at all. But I also believe in taking calculated risks. I don’t want to provide opportunity for karma to do its thing. I’m not gonna make it easy on “them”. No-uh! (more…)